{"id":1430,"date":"2004-04-28T00:45:00","date_gmt":"2004-04-27T23:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/2004\/04\/28\/things-celeste-worries-about-do-people\/"},"modified":"2015-06-19T00:26:10","modified_gmt":"2015-06-18T23:26:10","slug":"things-celeste-worries-about-do-people","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/2004\/04\/28\/things-celeste-worries-about-do-people\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<h3>Things Celeste Worries About<\/h3>\n<ul>\n<li>Do people around me realize how much baggage I have?  If they do, will they still want to talk to me?<\/li>\n<li>Is my music boring?<\/li>\n<li>Am I boring?<\/li>\n<li>Am I working hard enough?<\/li>\n<li>Is my dog getting enough food, attention exercise?<\/li>\n<li>Do I have any clue how to communicate?<\/li>\n<li>what if I keep making the same mistakes over and over and can&#8217;t ever escape them?<\/li>\n<li>What if everything that goes wrong is my fault?  Like, to the point where my actions actually ellicit, somehow, other people to be mean?<\/li>\n<li>What if I&#8217;m mean?<\/li>\n<li>what if I&#8217;m blind to all my own faults that re important?<\/li>\n<li>what if I can see them, but can&#8217;t manage to change them?<\/li>\n<li>what if all the bad things I&#8217;ve heard about myself are true?<\/li>\n<li>Do I stand for anything?<\/li>\n<li>Do I know what my values are?<\/li>\n<li>If I had tried harder, would it have made a difference?<\/li>\n<li>Did I do everything I could for my mom?<\/li>\n<li>Do I know who I am?<\/li>\n<li>Is identity important?<\/li>\n<li>If I&#8217;m grumpy, will nobody want to talk to me?<\/li>\n<li>Should I hide being grumpy?<\/li>\n<li>what if I&#8217;m grumpy all the time?<\/li>\n<li>maybe just nobody has realized my propensity for grumpiness, crotechetyness, and angstyness?<\/li>\n<li>am i more fxcked up than other people?<\/li>\n<li>is music important?<\/li>\n<li>has anybody realized how little i actually know about harmony, history and literacy?<\/li>\n<li>am i being stupid?<\/li>\n<li>If I worry too much, will my hair fall out?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Things Celeste Worries About Do people around me realize how much baggage I have? If they do, will they still want to talk to me? Is my music boring? Am I boring? Am I working hard enough? Is my dog getting enough food, attention exercise? Do I have any clue how to communicate? what if &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/2004\/04\/28\/things-celeste-worries-about-do-people\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"activitypub_content_warning":"","activitypub_content_visibility":"","activitypub_max_image_attachments":4,"activitypub_interaction_policy_quote":"anyone","activitypub_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1430","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorised"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1430","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1430"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1430\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3682,"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1430\/revisions\/3682"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celesteh.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}