Queer visibility

I had been thinking queer visibility was really low here, but then I saw two lesbians (you know what i mean) on tuesday and a queer looking womean today and I thought I saw three drag queen on tuesday also, but then today I was looking at a picture of Camilla Parker Bowles (the royal person currently visitting america) and I thought she was a drag queen. While this would explain why the royal family wouldn’t initially let charles marry her, I can’t beleive they tabloid press wouldn’t have picked up that story by now. I think I have my queer meter set on over-sensitive.

But at least one of the people I spotted really was a TG hooker, wearing these incredible clear plastic platform shoes, big enough to keep goldfish in and wearing a metal belt with bells on it that rang when she swung her hips. I could fall in love with a girl like that if I weren’t already in love with a girl not like that. As Lynn Breedlove once sang, “I’m a tranny chaser. Give me chicks with dicks. I’ll bring them beer and dasies. And lollypops to lick.”
I said something to a guy at school about how Joan of Arc was burned at the stake for cross-dressing and he said, “You must feel very proud.”
For her martyrdom, he meant. I guess I’m not very subtle.
Princess Di was totally hot. I don’t know what was Charles’ problem.
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Vine Review: Pigmentum

Pigmentum Wine
My mates and I just opened and consumed all of a quite lovely bottle of red wine: Pigmentum: Vin de Pays de Comté Tolosan. I bought it this very same day at the market de Saint Martin, which is conveniently located mere meters from my house. They have two vegetable dealers, an Italians food sales thing, a butcher, a fishmonger and a wine and cheese shop. They were featuring a wine for 3€, so I bought a bottle of it. It is by far the best wine I have yet tried. I may give up on grocery store wine and subsist totally on wine I can get from le cave.

The wine has a floral nose, with tones of fruitiness. The legs are more pronounced, um, they seem like normal for wine. The mouth is rich, vibrant and with a note of citrus, in harmony with the nose, as if the nose was the floral note of a lemon tree or something. the wine is smooth and not at all bitey, but not timid either. It’s fine by itself and I imagine it would probably go quite nicely with vegetarian fare.
A lovely, unpretentious wine for a very reasonable price. I just askled nicole to go buy three bottled of it tomorrow, but I think I must continue my quest to review different wines.
If I saw this wine in the US, I would unhesitatingly purchase it and then tell wistful tales about how I drank it in france after school one evening to anybody who would listen. Along those lines, I would like to note, that while many french consumables are quite excellent, much of their beer is on a par with Pabst Blue Ribbon, if not worse and not in an ironic way. TWho tall cans of beer cost the same as this wine. This wine is not only more enjoyable and more tasty, but it’s enough to give four or five people a single serving, thus winning on economic terms as well as gustatory. It is the obvious choice for sharing with friends.
And why is it so good? Tradition!Cork that says

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Wine Review: Carignan 2004


Now I will review the store brand of le Monop, which is totally useless to the majority of my raders who are based in North America. However, whatever suave Europeans stumble across my blog, should note that «monop» is the hip name for the Monoprix, which I know because I read it in the unbearably hipster Parisist.

Fortunately, this 3,something€ wine tells you what to think of it right on the bottle. It has a hint of blackberry, black cherry and vanilla, but it is not, as I initally suspected upon reading this note, anything but grape wine. It informs me of it’s character: a mediteranean personality: hot, powerful and strongly colored. I dunno if that’s a metaphor or not. It’s nose: A fruity scent of cherry and blackberry compote. The mouth: A suple and aromatique attack, in harmony with the scent. And it’s good with grilled meat and some other food item that I’m too lazy to look up in my dictionary.
I will try to imitate this sort of terminology in the future. As for my own ratings, it was kind of fruity, sorta. I tried sniffing it, but I’d already had a couple of glasses by then. Next time I’ll keep a notebook and a list of appropriate metaphors. It’s legs (the lines of wine that run down the cup after you swirl it around) were thin and almost absent, something I’ve noticed in most of the very modestly priced wine that I’ve been drinking. I had sort of a merlot-y bite that didn’t go so well with the bean soup that I ate it with. I don’t understand why you would make a merlot-ish wine in a country without sharp cheddar cheese.
This is one of the best wines I’ve tried here, about as good as the last wine I reviewed. In the US, it would have been $10 or $12 easily. Something about drinking it made me feel like a hipster. This was a vin de pays de l’Aude.
In summary: hot, fruity, strong, tasty, would be good with cheddar or other sharp cheeses.
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Rioting in the Paris Suburbs

Yeah, there’s been rioting here for about week. This is what the San Francisco (California, USA) Chronicle has to say about it:

The violence, sparked initially by the deaths of two teenagers, has exposed the despair, anger and deep-rooted criminality in the poor suburbs, where police hesitate to venture and which have proved fertile terrain for Islamic extremists.

What? Deep-rooted criminality? Police scared to venture? Terrorists? Huh?
Things have been reported somewhat differently locally. I’m sorry, I don’t have links handy, but the story as I heard it is that three teenage boys, believing themselves to be chased by the police, jumped a fence into a power substation where two of them died and one of them suffered extremely severe burns from electrocution. The police, who have changed their story several times, initially denied that they were chasing the boys. One version has it that they were coming home from a soccer match and were hungry after fasting all day and then playing sports. They saw a police checkpoint ahead where cops were checking papers and decided to go via an alternate route because one of the kids had left his papers at home and didn’t want to be held in jail without food. And the cops gave chase.
In the end, it doesn’t really matter if the cops were chasing them or not in this instance. What matters is the idea that they were being chased was credible to the boys and to the rioters. So even if the cops weren’t chasing them this time, they clearly had a habit of chasing people and getting caught is scary enough to risk death. Which means there was also a credible threat of some sort of harm. Which clearly means that police must be abusing suspects in some way.
It doesn’t really sound like the “police hesitate to venture” if they setup random checks of people’s papers.
A bunch of youths were upset about this and gathered to protest against being victimized by the police and the police responded by sending out riot police to bust heads. Yeah, that’ll calm them down. Hence, the riot. One of the public officials in charge of some sort of law and order position here did his part to calm the situation by calling the protesters scum and threatening to crack down on the suburbs and clean out all the undesirable elements. Ah, yet another thing to make protesters feel better.
A “crackdown” is what started this mess. The way to deal with people upset at being constantly hounded and abused by police is . . . more police.
Frankly, I’m shocked the Chronicle chose to run this. I used to think they were an ok newspaper.
(Yes, this is happening outside of where I venture.) More than 250 cars have been burned. I hope this calms down soon, but with the statements being made by public figures, I’m not hopeful. There are posters up in my neighborhood warning of frequent deportations and advising undocumented immigrants to get in contact with a help group. There’s also other human rights orgs around like SOS Racism. I’m more inclined to believe their versions of things. I mean, would anyone rationally really believe that Paris is ringed by terrorists that the police fear? (Of, course, this economic devastation was brought about by Bill O’Reilly’s crushing boycott of France.)
Really, I can’t believe the Chronicle.
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Venezia

I just got back from Venice. I had a short week at school last week, so on Wednesday, I got on a “fast” train and headed towards Italy. I think “fast” only means “stops infrequently” and implies nothing about speed. On te way, I saw some lovely fall foliage in the Alps. The trees turned all the colors that they turned in the mountains above the vineyards. So lovely.

Once the train crossed the border to Italy, a bunch of Italian police came on the train and demanded to see the papers of all the black people and only the black people. Cola, who might be able to pass for Italian, was spared paperwork examination on the train, but the woman sitting next to me was pulled of the train. She seemed upset. Her papers were the same kind of temporary thing I had for several weeks, which ought to enable her to travel. This extensive passport checking made our train late and we were delayed again in Milan when another set of police insisted on checking every single page of Colas’ passport. Again, I wasn’t checked. Racial profiling is apparently just fine in Italy.
Because we missed our connection, we didn’t arrive until late at night. We stayed at a hotel on Lido, the far-out island with the beaches. Venice is in a sort of a bay – they call it a lagoon – and Lido is the breakwater that keeps the water around Venice calm. I called the hotel before we left to extend our stay by one night and the guy on the phone seemed anxious to give me as much helpful information as possible (too bad he didn’t tell me when to get off the bus, though – Lido has roads and cars and stuff). In person, he was even more anxious to give information, energetically telling us anything and everything we might need to know about mealtimes, where to find cheap food, etc and demanding information in return, “um, I dunno, I just got here.”
We went back into the main part of the city and followed around other confused and hungry people until we found the one open restaurant. When I visited Venice in 2001, it was in the summer, during the high tourist season and the food was fairly awful. However, this one open restaurant made me a special off-menu serving of meatless pasta which was excellent and Cola ordered the cheapest thing on the menu and got a gigantic steak, which she said was also great. Apparently, the food has either improved in the last few years or varies according to season.
The next morning, we went to la biennale. This was the reason for our trip, as it closes on November 6th and doesn’t happen again until 2007. We spent two days looking at the art, which included many many films, but alas, not many sound installations. Some things that stick out:
A short film (maybe by Runa Islam) in the Arsenale. During the film, a woman interacted with several pieces of fine china, first by looking at it, then by using it for eating and drinking and finally by smashing it. The film looped, so when she went back to looking carefully at the china, it seemed as if she was imagining it’s destruction. “Run, teacup, run!” The film built tension in an extremely masterful way. After dropping several pieces of china, the woman began pushing, very slowly, a cup and saucer to the edge of the table. She was moving as slowly as she could and in production, the film was slowed down even further. The inevitable smashing approached, but when would it finally happen??!! In the film, her face featured very prominently at the beginning, but gradually disappeared, until you only saw her arms and hands as she destroyed all the china.
There was a film about a dog dying. It was spread across four screens that were at angles to each other. It started with a dream about the dog in New York, moved to the author’s home country and then went to Africa where dogs would howl at church bells every morning. The artist imagined this as a kind of canine prayer. It made seamless connections between dogs, dreams, prayers and death and tied fairly far afield subject matter together. What the artist did not narrate said almost more than what she did narrate.
Then there were two sets of films, once about motherhood and one about fatherhood. I think they may have been by Candice Breitz. She took a bunch of popular films, like Mommy Dearest and Kramer vs Kramer and used the to examine motherhood as it’s presented in popular culture. The films were edited so only the mother character was visible against a black background. Each mother had her own screen, making six in all. The artist grouped the words of the mothers by content and created dialogs between them about selfishness, love and other themes. Motherhood, according to popular culture is a constant battle with inadequacy. None of the women felt like they were doing enough. They had to sacrifice their sense of self. But was it really enough? Were they good mothers? Did they even have the right temperament for it, woman’s highest calling? the films about fatherhood were organized the same way, with just the main protagonist on his own screen with other people and backgrounds blacked out. She also used Kramer vs Kramer but also movies like Father of the Bride with Steve Martin and She’s Out of Control with Tony Danza (which alas, I saw at a multiplex before I was old enough to know better. In contrast to the ever-insecure mothers, the fathers believe themselves to be superdads because they make any sort of effort whatsoever. I wiped my kid’s nose, therefore I am the greatest. Fatherhood is a joke, not to be taken seriously, but if it must be for some reason, well, fathers deserve a medal. They were angry at their ex-wives for foisting this valor upon them, screaming and implying violence. The motherhood films were more powerful and that piece could have stood on it’s own, but the fatherhood half couldn’t it, it needed contrast. The visuals provided a lot of clues as to the movie and became an integral part of the work, but it could have been possible to make it a solely text piece, which would have also been nice. However the images increased the accessibility.
In the Korean Pavilion, there was another great piece with video and voice where the artist took nightly news anchors and spliced together single words to make them say things like, “With a comb and a mirror, if you have a good memory of what you look like, you can make your hair look the same as it did the day before.” and reminders to eat well and sleep adequately. Each word came from a different night of TV, but with the same anchor used for the phrases, only their clothes and the floating graphics to their right changed. The visual element was essential to this piece, which was helpfully subtitled in English.
In fact, english was everywhere. There were many many films and those that weren’t in English were subtitled in English. Signs were bilingual. The large installation on the Italian Pavilion was in English (and by an American artist.) The amount of English language stuff vastly outnumbered the amount of Italian language stuff. English is the international language of art. There’s an idea, especially in the national pavilions of the artist exploring their identity and the identity of their nation. But there’s a contrary and equally strong notion of the artist as international and transcending boundaries. This is why you get a film made by a chinese person raised in Austria talking about American (and Chinese) identity in English.
I wear my privilege on my sleeve. Why should my native tongue be the one used everywhere? Why couldn’t the English-language works have had Italian subtitles, at least? All the non-Italian speaking foreigners were speaking English to each other. I heard Germans, French folks and Italians all speaking accented English, asking about menu options and boat schedules. This not only confers an unfair advantage to English-speaking countries, it builds resentment by non-native english speakers. English is an extremely idiosyncratic, difficult language which it takes years of study to master, time that could maybe be better spent doing other things. It also will create an underclass as the European economy unifies, workers will become more migrant, like the are in the US. However, the ones that can’t speak English or the native language will be stuck in menial jobs. In the short term, the owning class might like the downward wage pressure, but in the long term, it’s a hindrance to a unified economy and it traps useful talent in the lower rungs and harms the economy overall. They should all speak an easier language which nobody speaks natively so as to make things more equal, avoid resentment and make the labor pool more mobile. Europe needs Esperanto.
But I digress… More about art and Venice coming soon.
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Wine Reviews: Domaine de Grattet (Pic Saint Loup) and Vin de Pays de l’Herault

I’ve sampled two wines since my last review. The first, Domaine de Grattet cost a bit more than 3€. You can tell it’s slightly more fancy because of the black part of the label with the gold printing on top of it. But they didn’t blow the whole bank on that extra bit of quality. This was a nicely drinkable wine, which I would certainly purchase again. It was a blend of syrah grapes with another kind that I can’t recall the name of. Appropriately, it tasted a lot like a syrah. And it’s quality was far above what one could purchase for the same price in California. Cola says “it was pretty good.” Not a memorable wine, but good enough to accompany a meal or even to bring to a friends’ house for an impromptu potluck. A nice wine for everyday drinking (so to speak).

The next wine Vin de Pays de l’Herault cost 1,05€, (regular price, not on sale) or less than the cost of a metro ticket. I have no idea what kind of grapes are in this. It has almost no information of any kind except that it says “bottled in France” on the cork and on the bottle in several places. It also says “Produit de France” or I would be concerned that only the bottling was French and perhaps the wine came from elsewhere. It had kind of a vinegary, cheap wine flavor and might possibly make a good vinegar, since it’s reminiscent of the kind of wine that my dad was converting. It was an ok cooking wine and I would buy it again for that reason. It’s about as good as “two buck Chuck” and was far better than the fruit fly wine that I last reviewed, despite being half the price. I would buy this wine to take to a grad student house party. I would use it to drink a toast to India House. I will most likely not buy it for dinner wine again.
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Mac Lisp Implementations

Isn’t it kind of cruel to call it a “lisp”?

Stanford makes a musical lisp package CLM which runs with CLISP (which seems to be free) and Open MCL, which also appears to be free. But what are all of the Mac LISP ports?

There are probably more. Which is the best? Lisp is a popular language for music right now. It’s possible to get Common Music to run using XEmacs, but does it make sound that way? Got me, I haven’t programmed in LISP since junior high, and that was XLISP which seems to have fallen out of favor. Fortunately, there is at least one Lisp Book online.

Microsounds, Gendyn and Data Bending

After I read the chapter on microsounds in Formalized Music, I posted a few questions, comments and observations:

. . . I object to his characterization of analog electronic music as static. Did he listen to the same people that I did? Was he not aware of oscillator drift?

Well, since the article was written in 1969 or 1970, he had actually not listened to the music that I have, because it had not been made yet. Voltage-controlled synthesizers are certainly not static. But static oscillators are. The problems he described were present at the time.
The solution that Xenakis proposed is something that’s called Gendyn. It uses a bunch of probability algorithms to make chaotic waveforms. He made three pieces with this method. They sound almost exactly like data bending, a technique wherein you take data such as a data file or an application program and open it with a sound editing program, such as Sound Hack and play it as if it were a sound file. I think the similarity between his algorithms which are designed to produce chaotic effect and actual data is actually very illustrative of the nature of data. His algorithms can be limited in certain ways so that the output is bounded between a minimum and a maximum. In the same way, data is often bounded. The similarity is striking.
There exists an os 9 application to do gendyn-type synthesis, called gx. Also, there exists a few Synthedefs in Supercollider, coded by the fabulous Nick Collins, who is, iirc, a Wesleyan alum. These synthDefs are called Gendy1, Gendy2 and Gendy3. They have helpfiles and also reference the appropriate pages in Formalized Music.
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Wine Review: Terre de Pojale


T has encouraged me to make notes about the wines that I’m drinking, so this is the first of perhaps many wine reviews. The latest wine I’ve tried is called Terre de Pojales. Alas, I forget the price, but I suspect it was about 2€, not on sale, just that price. I tried it the first night alone. It compares favorably to 2 buck chuck, however, it has a weird aftertaste and I can’t recommend it. Perhaps before I bought it, I should have noted that the background image on the label is fruit flies!

The second night I had it, it went pretty well with slightly spicy squash, mushrooms and noodles. I think the spicy aftertaste of the squash masked the weird aftertaste of the wine.
And in wine lingo: it had no legs at all! Legs are the trails of wine that stick to the side of your glass and trail down after you swirl the wine. This stuff didn’t stick, it was like the water-repelling storage materials in Dune. The glass was practically dry around the edges after a swirl.
But, hey, it was only 2€ and possibly the cheapest wine I’ve had thus far. However, I won’t be buying it again and am making a note to avoid things signified by fruit flies.
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Why I loved sonata form / UPIC and microsounds

Sonata

It seemed to me, when I stumbled upon this form, not knowing it’s rich history, that I had come upon something that was itself a metaphor for listening to music. The form opens with something introductory, to draw the listener in. Then it moves through some ideas, drawing the experiencer into the landscape and logic of the piece, until they reach the center of the piece, then the climax (as it’s called) and then back out to the real world, the same way they went in. But the ideas are modified a bit, just as the listener has (hopefully) changed a bit by listening.

Microsounds

The latest chapter we’re reading in Xenakis’ Formalized Music is about how waveforms are not static in real life. For example, tones shift slightly on the violin. Certain partials become more or less present and drift tuning a bit. He talks about how this is a huge problem in electronic and computer music, because such forms use static waveforms, whereas live music does not. Static waveforms are uninteresting, he alleges.
Now, this is a problem with UPIC for sure. You can create “samples” that are 1/10th of a second long. A sample of somebody singing that’s 1/10 of a second, repeated over and over does sound static and awful, because it doesn’t conform to expectations we have about the human voice. However, I object to his characterization of analog electronic music as static. Did he listen to the same people that I did? Was he not aware of oscillator drift? If you have a problem with electronic music not changing it’s tuning over the course of a note, there are several synthesizers that I could introduce you to that will drift whether you want them to or not. Alas, if only he weren’t dead. Alas, if only I had a Moog.
Actually, this is a problem I have with my hardware synthesizer. It doesn’t drift enough. There are many ways to work around this, most of them involving FM. You can even attach an electronic thermometer to a plug to make meandering drift (which unlike synthesized randomness, does not tend to center around 0). You can also create analog chaos, where sine 1 FM modifies sine 2, which FM modifies sine 3, which FM modifies sine 1. If chaos isn’t enough variation, I don’t know what is. Also, a lot of work was done at Stanford on using FM to model instruments in a convincing and less mathematically challenging way. The Yamaha DX7 was born from these efforts. One can also do phase modulation (better than FM for many applications) and even pulse width modulation (wherein you alter what percentage of square wave is spent at -1 and what percentage is spent at +1). And any analog synthesizer worth it’s salt produces both noise and filtered low frequency noise which simulates randomness. Another method of changing is using envelopes to modify the amount of FM (or PM) over the course of a note and by using filters also controlled by envelopes. Enveloped filters are especially effective, however, they’re not present in UPIC because Xenakis felt that they reduced richness, which he only wanted to increase.
The issues of subtle changes within electronically produced sounds was a large issue. It seems somewhat reduced in importance now, probably because of his efforts. He was extremely mathematically inclined and set up research centers to solve problems in electronic music. Also, I have spent a significant amount of the time I spend working with my synthesizer trying to introduce the kind of minute variations that Xeankis rightly characterizes as essential. However, I can’t go along with how he talks about synthesizer music from the 60’s. Had he not heard Pauline Oliveros or what?
The amount of applied and actual mathematics in electronic music is kind of staggering, also. I learned all these equations at one time and I can use the applications of them no problem, but it’s dizzying to sit and think about all the harmonics, the different kinds of randomness and drift, etc. He’s right that synthesizer music that doesn’t take all those things into consideration, at least intuitively, is crap. Early electronic music is certainly not crap, doggone it. They did not have the technology then to produce that kind of crap! It takes a computer or much more advanced analog circuits to make flat, static, awful sounds! Earlier beasts could not hold a tune well enough to have this problem. A lot of effort had to go in to allowing this problem to come into being. (Similarly, a lot of work was spent on the signal to noise ratio of systems. Only with the introduction of very low noise digital technology did it become clear that a certain amount of noise is absolutely essential. Low level noise is generated by your CD player and mixed into playback. The nice thing is getting just the right amount of noise and being able to control your oscillator drift.) Maybe it doesn’t seem convincing to say “this is a problem and I have some solutions” if other people also have solutions or at least workarounds.

UPIC

Xenakis’ sketches of his UPIC scores are framed on the wall around the lab. They’re strange organic shapes, like some sort of fantastic or undersea life. I thought I should try entering in the kind of data that the system was designed for. The default waveform with UPIC is a sine wave. The first piece I posted from UPIC uses only sine waves, however it uses more of them than system supports. (The magic of overdubbing!) I created change in the piece by having the sine waves glissando (slide) around each other. They were all changing pitch in relation to each other, creating constantly changing beating patterns and thus resisting staticness.
Today, I drew a triangle wave. (ooh) It has it’s own harmonics already in it, so it takes fewer of them to make a rich sound, however, the harmonics do stay in tune with each other. The richer sound plus the organic forms is nice. And because a triangle wave is one of the basic building blocks of electronic music, it is what it is. I don’t feel disappointed because it doesn’t hint at being a voice or violin or something without actually being it. And, again, having a large number of them going at the same time, not staying constant to each other, creates the kind of constant change that music seems to need.
Hopefully, I’ll have something to post tomorrow. I cannot also post my (overly similar to Xenakis’) drawing, because UPIC doesn’t export art.
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